Hi guys, I’m new here.  So rough sex is consensual of course, well planned and communicated; the works….. or it doesn’t work and if it works for the woman or bottom it’s fun!!  I always had a problem with the label “rape fantasy” bc what it really is is the fantasy of being dominated/taken advantage of/restricted and the receiver being caught off guard.  No one ends a rape fantasy with, “In the end I was alone, emotionally/mentally destroyed, anxiety ridden, consumed with fear, etc.”, and yet that’s what one Lily Rader rape fantasy movie ended with.  It was the saddest thing I’d ever witnessed….and then the rapists kill her with her saying that she won’t tell anyone.  I checked and she had a couple other movies in this vein and after reviewing the second one to actually see if they make this somehow work to be erotic I witnessed the most disturbing and irresistible work I’ve ever seen.  It was traumatic to witness as the gets snuffed graphically while being raped.  Then disturbing dialogue followed.  Guys, as one who has actually been raped this has overshadowed ALL her other works for me.  How is it that I can’t find one single article written about a hugely sought after pornstar like her anywhere online happily doing these types of projects?  Why is no one discussing this?  And please tell me I am not alone in being shaken by those works of hers.  Does she have a PR team that put a lid on these…. Is she still doing these?